So I'm gonna bust straight in with a heavy topic here but I really don't see the point of living anymore.
Selfish - yes this notion is very selfish.
I am not hiding behind it anymore, I do not see the point. I am miserable or anxious most of the time. I am afraid of everything. I don't have a job, I blew my chance at uni because of my stupid panic attacks. When I work full time my panic attacks become debilitating and when I work part time I don't earn enough to survive and I will still have days where I have to fight that sensation of panic at work or give in to it and take time off.
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